Diary

I thoughts that in feb, I wrote in the blog everyday but there was not a writing in 9, Feb., instead, 8, Feb. had two writings.
What happen to my blog? I want my blog writing will be perfect it means that we must to write everyday for creative non-fiction. So I wished to accomplish my requirement but what happen to there? Maybe when I posted my writing, miscounted the time so I thought that already I posted my writing for 9, Feb. but it was 8,Feb.
Today I discover it, now my eager for writing evaporate and my finger of strength are loosing. No mood to write.
So I am thinking about my changing mood
Why am I writing? just only assignment? Writing! It was interesting also it is interesting and I am discovering something deep in my heart, something is eager for writing lifelong in mother language.
So I am studying this course and I enter my blog for the writing everyday, even it is difficulty, but it is very good discipline for my self.
When I am writing in English, I realize that it is impossible for my all expression of writings. It is much better to write use mother language except requirement to submit paper.

Now as I am writing, my heart is calm down and recover desire to write.
But sayang!
Di ba? Mimi!
I am remember lecture from Dr. Isagani
“when you write something, if you have some bed feeling in the starting of writing but you must do not remain bed feeling and impression in the ending of the writing”
So I want apply it to the ending of my writing;
I am fine! I am okay! Hurrah!